Does having a choice make a difference?

I am teaching a new online course this spring.  In many ways, I feel as if I am stepping outside my comfort zone because the curriculum I am teaching is not my own, and there are many things I will be doing in this online course that are not at all like what I’ve been doing in my other online courses.  I’m teaching using Moodle for only the second time, and group discussion will be a much bigger component of this course than my other online courses in that students will have at least one (if not two) group discussion activities per week, and they will sometimes only have three days to complete a discussion activity.

One new thing I’m going to try involves giving students some choices in terms of how they work together in discussion groups.  Rather than require all students to post messages in discussion rooms (or forums), I will leave it up to different groups to figure out what will work best for that group, whether it be posting messages back and forth asynchronously, engaging in synchronous chat (either in Moodle chat rooms or using something like Google chat), or even meeting in person to work through activities if they want to (and if that is feasible).  Another new thing I’m doing–in order to figure out how to best divide students into smaller groups–involves polling the students during the first week of the semester to find out more about (a) when they feel they will have time to work through discussion activities (and when they prefer to work through such activities), and (b) how they think they would like to engage in discussion (i.e., using discussion forums, chat tools, Skype, email, etc.).

 

I’m really excited to see what the students want to do and how it will work to give them these choices.  I’m hoping, in the long run, this will give them more of a sense of ownership and control over their learning, and, hopefully, this will be a good thing.


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A new semester and a new attitude

One of the things I love the most about teaching is the fact that each new semester brings a clean slate of sorts.  I say goodbye to old classes and begin teaching new ones, and I have the opportunity to try new things and re-invent myself.  I don’t know that I fully embrace this, but this semester, I really want to.  I need to.

I haven’t had the best attitude lately, and I need to turn this around.  I was thinking recently about how unhappy I have been and how disconnected I have felt, and I know that it’s all my own doing and that only I have the power to change things.  There is no reason why I shouldn’t feel confident in what I am doing.  I don’t know that I would go so far as to wake up every morning and look in the mirror and tell myself how wonderful I am, but I have to shake these feelings of insecurity and inferiority that I have.  It’s just not healthy and it’s taking a toll.  It’s a big waste of my energy.

Something about today made me snap back to reality and realize the many exciting things going on in my life now that I should embrace.  I’m teaching a new online course this spring and I have no idea how it will go.  In a strange way, this excites me and energizes me.  I’m helping to organize an online conference and I have no idea how that will go either, but this too is exciting.  Our weather has been wonderful lately (temperatures near 50 today!) and I am reminded that spring will be here before I know it and I can get back on my bike and take the long bike rides that I love.  This excites me.  Also, Chad and I are making some progress on our many home renovations, and I know great things will come of that and we’ll eventually have our dream house.  This too is exciting.

I recently posted some things on Facebook that I want to print out and look at every day just so I’m reminded of what’s important in life.  One of the things I posted said “Be so happy that when others look at you they become happy too.”  I want to smile more and be more energetic.  I also posted something that said “Laugh when you can.  Apologize when you should.  And let go of what you can’t change.”  I don’t laugh enough, I apologize way too much, and I hold on to things that I have no control over.  I worry without being proactive. This is not how the Michelle Everson of 2012 is going to be.

After all, I’m a honey badger and I don’t care.   ;-)

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A record

The end of every semester is a time of reflection for me.  I think about what went well and what I need to change the next time around, and long before the last final exam is graded, I’m already busy planning for new classes and new students.

This semester was a memorable one for many reasons, not the least of which is the record number of discussion postings in my online introductory statistics course.  Over 4000 posts were made throughout the semester!  This is amazing to me, and I’m really proud right now of my students and how hard they worked.  I’m not sure why there were so many more posts this time around, compared to previous semesters.  I did have a large class (42 students), and I also added one extra discussion assignment.  This might explain the large volume of postings.  I also tried out some new discussion assignments.  In the end, it was a lot to keep up with, but, at the same time, seeing how involved my students got in discussion and the interesting questions that came up along the way reminded me why I love teaching online.   I never cease to learn so much from my students, and this semester was no exception.

I’m working now on developing a new online course, and I recently had a discussion with a colleague about how certain discussion activities should be structured.  My own preference is to use asynchronous discussion (where students post messages in discussion forums and can come back several times to reflect on and respond to what their peers post).  My colleague wonders if synchronous discussion (where students meet in chat rooms to complete the discussion activity in one sitting) might be a better way to go.  As we talked about this, I brought up the fact that I love that using asynchronous discussion allows me–as the instructor–to witness what goes on from start to finish in every single discussion group.  My colleague said that synchronous discussion might be more akin to what goes on in a typical classroom where lots of discussion takes place that the teacher never gets to witness, and where students finish discussions relatively quickly without having to worry about reading long posts and returning to a discussion board multiple times over the course of a few days.

There are certainly pros and cons to both asynchronous and synchronous discussion, but there is something I find so special about being able to see discussions as they evolve, and I think I would miss that if I resorted to synchronous discussion assignments.  Yes, I know it’s not the same as what goes on in the classroom, but to me, that’s what makes online teaching so very exciting and different.  I get a chance to connect in different ways with my students and learn more from each and every one of them as I witness how they respond to different discussion questions and the struggles they have along the way.  I love that teaching online allows me to keep up with what every group is talking about, and to chime in–if I need to–if any particular group is getting off track or needs some extra assistance.  I worry a lot that if I use more synchronous discussion, students might spend their time discussing the WRONG things, and it might be too late for me to intervene if I don’t learn about this until after the discussion is over.

I agree that in a classroom, a teacher cannot possibly listen to or participate in all discussions, but a group who is lost or needs extra help can easily call the teacher over to get assistance.  How would that work if students are using a chat tool and the instructor is not available during the time they are chatting?

 

 

 

 

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Reinventing and redesigning

I used to enjoy re-arranging my room a lot when I was growing up.  There was always something so exciting about exploring different ways of organizing my furniture and setting up a new space to live in.  As I think about it now, it’s almost as if I was hunting for that perfect configuration that would be just right for me.  In the process, I discovered that although routine is good, it can also get boring after awhile.

I think teaching is much like re-arranging a room.  As soon as you start to get way too comfortable and familiar with where you are, changing things and trying something new can make all the difference, even when it means more work (and possibly some initial discomfort in the beginning).

Just about a week ago, I sat at my computer and put together two new discussion assignments for my online courses.  It’s been awhile since I’ve created new discussion assignments, partly because I really like the ones I already have, and partly because using the assignments I am very familiar with is just easier.  I know what students are going to struggle with, and I know the kinds of questions they will have.  I know the assignments will actually lead to discussion and that students will have things to talk about, and this is very important to me.  I also know that I already have lecture notes prepared that summarize the things I ask students to talk about, and I can readily share these notes with my students after some simple editing.

These are all good things, right?  Why then have I felt so bored lately?

One thing that surprised me as I was creating these new discussion assignments was how renewed and re-energized I felt.  I like that feeling, and I want to find ways to always feel like that.  It was the same feeling I used to get when I would sleep in my “new” bedroom after I had re-arranged all the furniture.

So now, of course, I find myself looking for other things to re-arrange… :)

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The great software experiment

I was putting together an answer key earlier this week for a practice activity that my online students were asked to work through.  As part of the activity, I share a data set with students, and they are asked to explore the data and ultimately conduct a two-sample t-test.  They are also asked to interpret their output and reason through a few other questions related to hypothesis testing.

My husband noticed me working on this.  He watched for a short while as I went back and forth among R, SPSS, and StatCrunch in order to obtain output from each of these programs that I could incorporate into the answer key.  This is the first semester that I’ve tried to include all three of these software packages in my introductory statistics course, and students are able to choose which package they would like to use.  ”That seems like a lot of extra work for you,” my husband said.  ”Are you going to do that again next semester?”

If my husband had asked me this same question about six or seven weeks ago, I might have said “no.”  Although in theory the idea of giving students choices in terms of what they learn and how they learn is very appealing to me, several unexpected challenges came up early in the semester that made me question–in the long run–if it was going to be worth it, or if I was doing more harm than good.  There were a couple of weeks early in the semester where it seemed like I was putting out one fire after another, and there was part of me that felt I had made a huge mistake in terms of how I was structuring the course.  Now, however, things have settled down, and I feel more confident I did the right thing.  I also feel I’ve learned many valuable lessons that will hopefully lead to fewer problems in the spring (when we attempt to do this not only in my own section of the course, but in two other sections).

I would love to talk more to others who use multiple software packages or who give their students choices in terms of what software they use in the course.  I think it would be fascinating to learn what works and what doesn’t, and how the classroom environment can be set up so as to support student learning no matter what statistical software package students have decided to use.  My own experiences have led me to the following conclusions (thus far):

  1. It’s very important to give students time early in the semester to explore their options, and it’s important to provide students with some guidance about which options might be best for their particular circumstances.  On my syllabus, I try to outline the differences among the three software packages I am using, and I try to suggest possible reasons why a student might choose one option over the other.  I also incorporate an assignment early in the course (due at the start of Week 2) that, among other things, prompts students to make a choice about what package they will use and to let me know why they are making that choice.  As part of the assignment, I share some short videos with the students (mostly things from YouTube) that are meant to introduce them to the packages and show them what it might be like to work with those packages.  I think this can help, especially in cases where it might not be possible for students to obtain a free demo copy of a package to explore.  For spring semester, I might make some of my own short videos to introduce the packages.
  2. It’s important to make sure students are aware of what you (as the instructor) can and cannot help them with, and it’s important to make sure students know where they can go if they need technical support.  I had a handful of students who were trying to use StatCrunch and who had some problems getting the program to run appropriately.  Some of these students were Mac users, and because I am not a Mac user, I was not always sure what kind of advice to give to them.  I also had a couple of students trying to use SPSS who had rented copies of this through eAcademy but were being prompted to enter license codes that they said they had never received.  One of these students became so frustrated about this that she was about to drop the course.  In the future, I know that I need to (a) make it very clear to students where they should go to get technical assistance (and provide them with actual links and phone numbers), (b) suggest that students who are using something like StatCrunch try a different browser if they are initially having problems (and also make sure their computers have the latest version of Java), and (c) suggest that students who are renting SPSS from eAcademy check their spam folders in case important information about licensing happens to be marked as “spam.”
  3.  It’s important to make sure, if students are having any problems using software, that they be as explicit as they can be with the instructor about what the problem is (especially in an online course where the instructor cannot look over a student’s shoulder as he or she is working).  Part of my frustration earlier in the term is that students would contact me and say they had a problem and the program was not working properly, but it wasn’t always clear to me just what the problem was, and sometimes going back and forth with the student did not yield the insight I hoped it would.  In the spring, I will advise students to–at the very minimum–send me a screenshot if they encounter a problem so I have a better understanding of what the issue might be (and can then, if necessary, refer them to technical support if I don’t have a solution).  I also feel that I need to be more explicit with students about the need to look at the reference materials we have shared with them in order to get some instruction about how to use their chosen software packages.  I’ve had some students who will casually mention during discussion that they did not look at the software reference guides we carefully prepared for them in order to figure out how to work through a problem; instead, they chose to just explore on their own, and they ultimately stumbled a solution (which sometimes was not at all correct).  I’m all for exploration and I encourage that, but I also think that sometimes, when you are first learning something, you may need a little more structure and guidance so you don’t end up going too far down the wrong path.
  4. It’s important to have resources students can consult when they are not sure how to do something with a particular software program, and it’s important that these resources be well organized.  On my course website, I have separate folders for R, SPSS, and StatCrunch references.  I have references guides that I put together for each of the software programs that go through all students will need to know in order to get through my course.  In the guides, I try to go through things in a step-by-step fashion, and I include a lot of screenshots.  I also have links to other materials that go beyond our course, or that provide extra instruction (i.e., links to online tutorials or references created by others for the different software packages).  I try not to spend a lot of time–in my lecture notes–showing how to work through problems in three different ways (just as I would try not to do that in the classroom were I now teaching in a face-to-face environment).  I might have an example problem and show what the output will look like in the three different programs, but the instruction is in the reference guides, and I leave it to the students to consult those guides to find out what they need to do to get the output.  Related to this, I have set up separate discussion forums where students can post questions related to the software program they have chosen to use.  In the spring, I’m going to encourage students to post more in those forums or, at a very minimum, read through what other students have posted.  In particular, I’m going to encourage students who have gotten in touch with technical support about certain issues to report back to the class if a solution was found.  Perhaps this can be the start of a nice set of FAQs for each software package.

Interestingly, when I began this semester, I was most worried about using R in my course.   I worried this would be challenging for students to learn, and that I would get lots of questions about R that would be challenging for me to answer (since R is new for me as well).  This hasn’t been the case at all (quite possibly because of the wonderful reference guide Laura Le helped me create! :) ).  I actually only have five students (out of 40) who chose to use R this fall.  Most of the other students are using StatCrunch, and roughly 14 or so are using SPSS.  It will be interesting, in the spring, to see what our numbers look like, and how things might be different in a regular face-to-face classroom environment (where we have not yet tried to use R).  In the end, if most students are selecting just one package, is it really necessary to give them these choices???  That’s something I’m now wondering….

 

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Setting boundaries

I had an opportunity recently to review another instructor’s syllabus.  She teaches a course that meets once per week, and it’s a blended course.  Some weeks, the students meet in a classroom setting, and other weeks, they do their work online.

One section of her syllabus stood out to me, and it left me seriously thinking about whether I might need to change some of what I’m doing.  The instructor provided students with her e-mail address and then noted the following:

Please send emails to the professor only if you have a personal issue or concern. Response time: up to 48 hours Monday through Friday. I am usually not online weekends or holidays.

It was the “I am usually not online weekends or holidays” that stopped me dead in my tracks as I was reading her syllabus.  Not online weekends or holidays?!?  How is that possible?!?  How can you still keep up with everything if you are not online weekends or holidays?  More importantly, how might it be possible for ME to get to that point where I can casually tell my own students I will probably not be online weekends or holidays?  Should I be doing that?

Maybe my mindset is different since I teach totally online courses where I know several of my students do a lot of work on the weekends.  Because discussion is a big part of my courses, I can’t imagine NOT being there on the weekends to read through their postings as they wrap up the assignments that are due by midnight on Monday, and to answer questions.  I would worry too much that I would miss something important, or that a student who needed extra support and encouragement wouldn’t get it and would become frustrated as a result.  I pride myself on trying to create a classroom community where students feel they are supported in the learning process, and I wouldn’t want to sacrifice this.

On the flip side, there is something in me that admires the instructor who CAN set those boundaries and who can make a life for herself (or himself) away from work.  This is something I continue to struggle with every day.  I would love to be able to NOT check my e-mail over the weekend, but anytime I think of trying that, I immediately panic at the thought of what would be waiting for me on Monday morning and how behind I would get.  Yet, for my own mental health, I think I have to figure out some way to make this more of a reality.  I need to set those times when I walk away from technology and when I spend time doing things that are not related to work.  Lately, I’ve been remiss in doing this.

People who read this blog are probably sick of me going on and on all the time about finding the perfect work/life balance.  I don’t know why it’s such a challenge for me.  I’m not even on the tenure-track, but I work pretty much 7 days a week and constantly take on more and more when I know I shouldn’t.  Just this week, a couple of opportunities came my way that I almost said “yes” to, but a sleepless night thinking about them made me realize I would be doing the wrong thing by saying “yes,” and I very reluctantly said “no.” What is wrong with me?!?  Why do I seem to feel so often that I have to prove myself to everyone else?

Perhaps it will never be possible for me to include a section like the one above in my own syllabi.  There is something about the wording that makes me feel like I’d be letting my students down if I weren’t more available to them, even though I know that probably sounds irrational. If I’m available too much, that isn’t good either since it means I’m being taken away from other things that are just as–if not MORE–important.  Still, there is something about seeing that statement that made me realize there is the possibility for a life outside of work, and only I have the power to make that happen.

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To blog or not to blog

It’s been almost a month since I have posted anything on my blog, and I feel ashamed about this.  When I first started blogging, this is what I worried the most about.  I thought it would be something that I would start but not quite finish, and I didn’t want to have a blog unless I could give it my full attention.  It is time for me to abandon this?  I don’t know.  I don’t want to, but I have not felt the inspiration to write lately that I once had.  I want to get that back.

I do have a lot in my head that I would like to write about (like the “experiment” I am currently conducting in one of my courses that involves giving students a choice in terms of the statistical software package they will use in the course, or the new online course I’m working on developing, or the online conference on teaching statistics that I’m helping to put together), and I know that writing often makes me feel better.  For some reason, it’s very cathartic for me to write.  So, I probably won’t completely abandon it.  I just might not be able to post as frequently as I would like, but, when it comes down to it, I’m probably the only one that would really be bothered by that anyway.

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Birds, words, and sticky notes

I get very easily overwhelmed.  Because of this, I often feel that I set myself up for failure.  I make lists all of time of things I want to do or that I need to do, but when it comes time to trying to accomplish all of the things on my list, I am often paralyzed, and I don’t know why.  Do I just not have the energy I should?  Am I unrealistic?  Do I not know myself well enough to know what I can easily accomplish and what is just a pipe dream?

I decided this summer that I wanted to change my mindset and my way of operating.  I have been riding my bike a lot in order to get into better shape, and I can feel that it is working.  Not only is bike riding helping me in a physical way, but it is good therapy for me.  Whenever I can, I try to start the day with a bike ride in order to clear my head and plan for the day ahead.  Because we live in the country, a lot of my rides are very quiet and peaceful, and I’ve enjoyed this time to be alone with my thoughts.  It’s made me think about what is important and what I need to focus more on, and it’s made me realize there is so much more to life than work.  I’ve felt so good during my rides because finally, I feel I’m achieving more of that work-life balance.

I think part of the reason I get so very overwhelmed with life is that I focus way too much on the whole and not enough on the parts.  I’m now reading a book that Joan Garfield recommended to me called Bird by Bird (by Anne Lamott) and it’s all about writing.  I love it.  Lamott suggests trying to write a little bit each day (and focusing not so much on the whole report about birds, but on each individual bird).  She also highly recommends the “shitty first draft.”  Joan recommended this book to me because we were talking about a paper I am writing that I have been working on since March.  I have a good chunk of it done, but I’ve been dragging my feet because I feel it has to be perfect before I send it off to a journal editor, and I never feel like I have the time I need to sit down and just write.  I now realize it doesn’t have to be perfect the first time around, and my new goal is to send to to a publisher by my birthday in October.  Not long ago, in The Chronicle of Higher Education, Erin Templeton wrote about the “Rule of 200″ and described her goal of trying to write 200 words a day.  This seems like a reasonable goal to set, in addition to being a way to break things into manageable “bird chunks,” and I want to try to do that.

http://chronicle.com/blogs/profhacker/the-rule-of-200/26343

I also think that sometimes my teaching load overwhelms me, not because of the work involved in teaching my classes, but because I never feel I have the time to make changes I would like to make in my classes. I also don’t feel I’m as organized as I can be in terms of keeping track of just what I want to change, or what should be changed.  Another article came out this week in The Chronicle of Higher Education that recommends using Post-it Notes to improve one’s teaching.

http://chronicle.com/blogs/profhacker/simple-post-its-for-teaching-improvement/35863?sid=wc&utm_source=wc&utm_medium=en

In this article, Heather Whitney describes a professional development event she attended where:

“…a panelist, very new to the professoriate herself, mentioned that immediately after each class, before she does anything else or even touches her computer, she takes a large 5×8″ sticky note and writes down what did or didn’t work well in that class period. She sticks that to her papers from the class and then uses that note the next time she teaches the course to improve her teaching.”

This too is something I would like to begin doing.  I do often jot down notes all over handouts and in various notebooks, but my problem is that I don’t always look back at these notes, and they aren’t written in a way that makes them “pop out” at me.  I think using Post-it Notes might solve that problem.

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Out with the old

I did something today that I have been intending to do for ages.  I began cleaning my closet.  I bought some new clothes yesterday, and doing so made me realize that it has been too long since I have gone through my closet, and I really need a better handle on what I have so I don’t waste money on things I don’t need.  It’s probably a good thing that I did this.  I pulled things out of that closet that I didn’t even remember I had. I found a lot of stuff that I know I will wear again (now that I remember I have that stuff), and I also found a lot of things that just aren’t “me” anymore.

I found several things that I’ve been holding on to for the wrong reasons.  I have some clothes that I used to wear–when I was thinner–that I hold on to almost as an incentive for getting thin again.  I often think about how great I will look in those clothes if only I lose “X” pounds.  I don’t  know why, but over the years, I just haven’t been able to part with these things.  Today, however, I realized that even if I were “X” pounds lighter, none of these clothes are really things I would want to wear anymore, because I have changed a lot since I first bought them and they just aren’t my style anymore. I actually feel kind of silly now for keeping them.

Although it was tough, I put those clothes in the “get rid of” pile, and doing so made me think of a lot of things I hold on to that are safe, or that I think I need, for whatever reason.  They might remind me of happy memories (like the old shorts I decided to get rid of that remind me of the time Chad and I went to Blair, Wisconsin, where my grandmother grew up, to attend a family reunion), or they might remind me of a time in my life when things seemed simpler.   I know those clothes “worked” for me, and I naturally assumed they would work for me again one day.  I now see that was very unrealistic.

I wonder sometimes if my teaching is like my need to hold on to old things.  Lately, I’ve been feeling like I’m just doing the same old things over and over again because I know how they will work and they are “safe.”   I don’t think I venture outside of my comfort zone as much as I should, and I am not re-inventing myself very much or coming up with nearly as many new activities and assignment ideas that I would like to.  I want to change that.  I want to clear out my teaching closet and make room for many new things.

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So many books, so little time

I think one great perk of working in academia is getting desk copies of textbooks.  Some of the books I get are ones that I have specifically requested, but others arrive unexpectedly, and I get a thrill each time I check my mailbox and notice a new package has arrived for me.  It’s like Christmas.  :-)

I have so many books now that I almost don’t know what to do with them.  The picture below is of one bookshelf in my home office; I have four other bookshelves just like that at home (all full) and then several more books in my campus office.  The sad part is that I haven’t read several of these books, and there are some that I’ve barely even glanced through.  I look at these books and think about how many great things are likely contained in their pages, and I long for the time when I can actually read them all and track down interesting new examples and innovative ways of explaining different ideas.  I have so many hidden treasures right in front of me, yet time never seems to be on my side.  Wouldn’t it be great to have a year just to read books and learn many new things?  A full-time job that just involved reading and filling your head with knowledge…Doesn’t that sound heavenly??

I’ve decided that one goal for this year is to take a different book off the shelf each week and spend some time reading it and getting better acquainted with it, and jotting down new ideas that I might be able to bring into the classroom.   That seems manageable, doesn’t it?

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